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March 13th

It's been precisely a year ago since the time I declared that I moved on. Moved on from everything that make me un-describe-able for about a month. And the most important thing is, I moved on from (let's say) secretly liking and admiring you since being freshman 'till the second year. 

I-feel-blessed-from that moment until now (and forever. aamiin)

Re-reading my writings is not my thing actually. But that black book was interesting. I can not describe myself a year ago. I ... tried to be a positive girl, I couldn't say bad things about you in front of people even in front of mirror. I thought you were perfect so that I couldn't mention even one bad thing about you -my bad. silly girl- 

Until I find you had a crush on a girl. You looked so happy as if you find your missing piece. And yeah, silly me. I just couldn't help to face that -heart breaking- moment. Idk if you have known it or not, I refused to know who -she- is for about two weeks. I closed my ears whenever people talk about you and her. I hope you'll never know how difficult that moment is.

And God was (and always) knows best. Best people and best time. He didn't let me feel sad any longer. I'm sure you know this part. So let's skip it up. haha

Thank you for those years. Thank you for being such a good role model at least for me the fresh man. Glad to see you happy with her. It's been a year since that moment. The moment when I feel so light and free for the first time after two years. Many things happened and many things haven't done between -us- . Miss you, Buddy. 

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