Weasley

Being in love right after a heart break is usually happened in novels or dramas. Or people will call it 'escaping'. I thought the same, peeps. But glad it is not. Now I believe in 'rainbow comes after the storm'. Yeah, I'm talking about the fifth paragraph in my previous post.

He was taking me a motorcycle ride when I decided to tell him about 'the news'. He answered just like him. Yelling and stuffs. But I was silent, and he understood. From that moment I told him everything I felt. From that moment, my black book was not the only one who knew my feelings. 

And that moment comes. I thought he were irritated to my annoying face and self thought so that finally he said "how about facing the real life?" and voila. I knew the girl and I was okay. 

Time goes by, he confessed to me and a boring yet sweet story comes after it. Everything was okay until we realized that we were in a such difficult situation. We were 'working' in an organization that didn't allow the member to have a special relationship. And the worst thing is, I was the vice president of it. I knew people talked behind our back but who cares yeah. As long as it was not give bad impact for the organization (yeah it's bad excuse I know. never try this). We did backstreet relationship. We never talk each other in campus and we choose to eat in an infamous place. Just to avoid people. But the thing is we could face it together til it's over. yay~

And day by day I found him more attractive. He's two years older than me so that he could handle my childish side and I also handle his 'oldish' style. haha no. I just... can talk anything to him. About religion, politics, economics, make up, food, cute guys . And this is the first time I had a relationship that doesn't make me feel so worry about the relationship itself. I mean, I enjoy every single thing about this relationship (argues and 'wars' includes). 

He's not my type actually, but the good news is "I don't have any type of guy. If I love him, then I love him" Lucky you, Kak. And I hope he's my dad's type too. Lol. Ohno is it that serious? I don't think so. But I don't mind if he's the one. Lah

Idk why did I write this post. even this blog. I just felt like ... wanted to write something about my current life, I guess. duno.

And yeah... I'm about to end this post. Still many unwritten things about him actually. But bodoamat it's 01.47 a.m. so what do you expect from this tired mind? 

To my Ron Weasley, love you

Sincerely, 

Fafa