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I didn't think that twenty will gonna be this complicated
Now I can't pass a day without thinking and worrying about future


Brother and father tell me about their probs and listen to my advises
That's pretty weird actually, since I am the only and youngest girl in family
How can they listen and trust to the advises of this lil girl?

Boyfie and I start talking about our future life
Wait. our?
Yeah. let's say it ((our)) 'cause I think (and hope) this is gonna be the right moment and person

Lecturers start talking about thesis
What?
I think it was just yesterday since the time people called me freshman

And I, start thinking and planning about all of those stuffs
How to be a good mother?
How to make family happy and proud of having me?
What kind of job that suits me?
What to do after college?
What's the title of my thesis?
rrrrr.....

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